damn , cant believe it's been like a
yearr & chanqe since you've had my heart . ♥ somewhere alonq those lines..
( dnt wanna count to much , cus time aint qot shit to do wit nothin' & plus dnt wanna jinx it lol )
Mr. Solano - 061408 <3>Promise ? " you stayed honest and said " Promises are meant to be broken . So no, I dont promise . But know that I only say what I mean , & trust me I mean it . "

Our relationship was never built on that stupid Myspace Love bullshit , hubby , wifey , extra extra , stuff , forever , always , type stuff . That's why I Love You . Our relationship has substance, foundation, an actual bond. We actually mean something to each other, not just a person you go around showing pics to your friends sayin' " yeaa that's my Man ! " or " yeaa' bruh that's mine . " I remember for a lonq while when we first started qoin out , I didnt even want to say BOYFRIEND . Like it was so different to me . I didn't feel the need to qo braqqin' to everyone & shit . Like I wasn't ashamed or anythinq , it just felt like .. I dnt know . Like maybe what I had seemed to qood to be true , & if I went around tellin' everyone , what I have jst miqht suddenly disappear . Idk .. it's weird . But im Glad im with you .

& im Glad i had the chance to meet you in this lifetime. Like I said because of you, I've not only learned a lot about you but Myself as well . I know thinqs about myself that i never realized before . I've found myself . & so if this doesn't work out in the future, well I won't be sad ( okay , maybe a lil' lol ) but i know that I got somethin' out of it that was worth the while. All the time, effort, tears, love, and moneyy that was put into 'US' was worth it. & how many people our aqe you know can truly say that ? not too many .
The one Sonq i Can use to Sum up our relationship is The Truth by India Arie . Damn, i Love that Song . I know damn well, Alex is not perfect. Ha ! far from it, but he's mine .
but let's qive the publix just a taste at imperfection , shall we :

- you're extremelyJEALOUS .
- you are a Sore Loser & never let me Win . lol .
- you qet Mad at the dumbest Shit .
- you're a Control Freak .
- you're the Stubbornest person i've Ever met ( a true Taurus ! )
- & you only Hear the thinqs you want to Hear .

but he has his Perks&;Perfections ;)
- he Respects my Mind .
- always Makes me Feel Good about Myself .
- sweeter than Candy ( to Me ) ; but touqh as Rock . =)
- ADORES myIntelliqence .
- Braqs about Me to theBoys for Days .
- never Ever Selfish , & always Shares w/ me .
- & cares and Worries waaaayTOOmuch about Me . lol , but i Love it .

& he's the Best i Ever had . & like India says -

" How can the same man that makes me so mad
Do you know what he did
Turn right around and kiss me so soft
Girl so you know what he did
If he ever left me I wouldnt even be sad no
Cause theres a blessing in every lesson
And Im glad that I knew him at all . "

This is my first & Truest Love , and like they say you can never forqet your First Love . Puppy Love, Younq Love, tru Love , i dont really care what you call it , cus quite Frankly i dnt qive a damn about Labels & dnt Like them either. But i Knw that this was/is Love nevertheless. & that's all that matters. Like I could qo on & on , but hey the person readin' this miqht just fall in Love with him too . <3

Determined

See this is Why im Such an Ace at this Game .
Never make Expectations , so there's no Room
for Disappointments . Never Conceited ,
Never Cocky , Never Tootin' my Own Horn .
jst thinkin' bout Myself
& my master_Plan . i Keep 'em on they Toes ,
& tell Nobody my Business . Attention's always on them ,
keep the Spotlight off of Me . stay in my Own Lane , only
make Moves , & make my $$$ . Priorities are in order ,
Head's on Str8 , Future is Briqht .
jst Waitin' for the Man upStairs to qive me the Green Liqht .
aint Got time to Worry Bout the Nexx' Bitch & her Drama .
2010 qon be Somethin' sErious .
Soo , what's Nexx' on my Agenda ?

-yoursTruly;*

been Gone for a lil' Minute , but im Backk & betta than Eva .

okayyy , Sooo .. i been qone off this bloggin' thing for a while -
been too busy enjoyin' my summer . chillin' , workin' , & ishhh .
But school is startin' back up in about 4 days , so im startin' back
my blog again . Let's jst say it's been on HIATUS .

anywayy , im maxxin' & relaxxin' at the moment ,
bumpin' to some throwbakks :
The Notorious B.I.G -- One More Chance . luv this shit .

& im thinkkin' bout my future . if you dnt knw already ,
i am a SENIOR , CLASS OF 2010 ! & im soo ready . had a meetin' wit the Admissions officer from UM last week , if i keep thinqs they way they are ( &+ BETTER ) they'll be throwin' a full Scholarship my way . & i qot UCF ridin' my ass too . now , i jst wish UF was beqqin' me to come to there school too lol . But all thinqs will come in due time . & there's still PLENTY of time .

i qot Biq plan's . Biq thinq's happenin' .
im just ohhhSooo Determined^ .
My dream's feel sooo close , i knw im qon Make it .
i Just knw it . i Feel it ,
every bone in my Body is jst Tingling with S U C C E S S .*;