damn , cant believe it's been like a
yearr & chanqe since you've had my heart . ♥ somewhere alonq those lines..
( dnt wanna count to much , cus time aint qot shit to do wit nothin' & plus dnt wanna jinx it lol )
Mr. Solano - 061408 <3>Promise ? " you stayed honest and said " Promises are meant to be broken . So no, I dont promise . But know that I only say what I mean , & trust me I mean it . "

Our relationship was never built on that stupid Myspace Love bullshit , hubby , wifey , extra extra , stuff , forever , always , type stuff . That's why I Love You . Our relationship has substance, foundation, an actual bond. We actually mean something to each other, not just a person you go around showing pics to your friends sayin' " yeaa that's my Man ! " or " yeaa' bruh that's mine . " I remember for a lonq while when we first started qoin out , I didnt even want to say BOYFRIEND . Like it was so different to me . I didn't feel the need to qo braqqin' to everyone & shit . Like I wasn't ashamed or anythinq , it just felt like .. I dnt know . Like maybe what I had seemed to qood to be true , & if I went around tellin' everyone , what I have jst miqht suddenly disappear . Idk .. it's weird . But im Glad im with you .

& im Glad i had the chance to meet you in this lifetime. Like I said because of you, I've not only learned a lot about you but Myself as well . I know thinqs about myself that i never realized before . I've found myself . & so if this doesn't work out in the future, well I won't be sad ( okay , maybe a lil' lol ) but i know that I got somethin' out of it that was worth the while. All the time, effort, tears, love, and moneyy that was put into 'US' was worth it. & how many people our aqe you know can truly say that ? not too many .
The one Sonq i Can use to Sum up our relationship is The Truth by India Arie . Damn, i Love that Song . I know damn well, Alex is not perfect. Ha ! far from it, but he's mine .
but let's qive the publix just a taste at imperfection , shall we :

- you're extremelyJEALOUS .
- you are a Sore Loser & never let me Win . lol .
- you qet Mad at the dumbest Shit .
- you're a Control Freak .
- you're the Stubbornest person i've Ever met ( a true Taurus ! )
- & you only Hear the thinqs you want to Hear .

but he has his Perks&;Perfections ;)
- he Respects my Mind .
- always Makes me Feel Good about Myself .
- sweeter than Candy ( to Me ) ; but touqh as Rock . =)
- ADORES myIntelliqence .
- Braqs about Me to theBoys for Days .
- never Ever Selfish , & always Shares w/ me .
- & cares and Worries waaaayTOOmuch about Me . lol , but i Love it .

& he's the Best i Ever had . & like India says -

" How can the same man that makes me so mad
Do you know what he did
Turn right around and kiss me so soft
Girl so you know what he did
If he ever left me I wouldnt even be sad no
Cause theres a blessing in every lesson
And Im glad that I knew him at all . "

This is my first & Truest Love , and like they say you can never forqet your First Love . Puppy Love, Younq Love, tru Love , i dont really care what you call it , cus quite Frankly i dnt qive a damn about Labels & dnt Like them either. But i Knw that this was/is Love nevertheless. & that's all that matters. Like I could qo on & on , but hey the person readin' this miqht just fall in Love with him too . <3

Determined

See this is Why im Such an Ace at this Game .
Never make Expectations , so there's no Room
for Disappointments . Never Conceited ,
Never Cocky , Never Tootin' my Own Horn .
jst thinkin' bout Myself
& my master_Plan . i Keep 'em on they Toes ,
& tell Nobody my Business . Attention's always on them ,
keep the Spotlight off of Me . stay in my Own Lane , only
make Moves , & make my $$$ . Priorities are in order ,
Head's on Str8 , Future is Briqht .
jst Waitin' for the Man upStairs to qive me the Green Liqht .
aint Got time to Worry Bout the Nexx' Bitch & her Drama .
2010 qon be Somethin' sErious .
Soo , what's Nexx' on my Agenda ?

-yoursTruly;*

been Gone for a lil' Minute , but im Backk & betta than Eva .

okayyy , Sooo .. i been qone off this bloggin' thing for a while -
been too busy enjoyin' my summer . chillin' , workin' , & ishhh .
But school is startin' back up in about 4 days , so im startin' back
my blog again . Let's jst say it's been on HIATUS .

anywayy , im maxxin' & relaxxin' at the moment ,
bumpin' to some throwbakks :
The Notorious B.I.G -- One More Chance . luv this shit .

& im thinkkin' bout my future . if you dnt knw already ,
i am a SENIOR , CLASS OF 2010 ! & im soo ready . had a meetin' wit the Admissions officer from UM last week , if i keep thinqs they way they are ( &+ BETTER ) they'll be throwin' a full Scholarship my way . & i qot UCF ridin' my ass too . now , i jst wish UF was beqqin' me to come to there school too lol . But all thinqs will come in due time . & there's still PLENTY of time .

i qot Biq plan's . Biq thinq's happenin' .
im just ohhhSooo Determined^ .
My dream's feel sooo close , i knw im qon Make it .
i Just knw it . i Feel it ,
every bone in my Body is jst Tingling with S U C C E S S .*;

Morninq Thouqhtss .

I woke up this mornin' feelin the need to thank God for just EVERYTHING .
All the Good thinqs , the Everyday thinqs , and the Bad thinqs too .
Like damn , it could always be worse , you know ?
If thinqs were always qood , then what would be the point ?

More than half of those bad thinqs that you have ever dealt with in your life , have only prepped you for all the qood that's soon to come . I'm tired of dwellinq on my past , & all the little stuff .
I've overcame wayy too much , & done so much for myself
to let some little thinq or person just STOP ME NOW .

msLegz . theReal M E .

okayyy , Sooo... this blog jst started out as assiqnmentss for school in my yearbook class & everydayy i had to post a new bloq accordinq to whatever the topic was that my teacher set for us . & then we had to let him knw that we did it on twitter .

but nnow i reallyy am diqqin' this whole bloqqin' thinq & i think i shall continueee doin' soo....
cus myspace is lamee & twitter aint the best ( but its str8 ] .
with bloqqin' you could take it to whatever level & it could be jst as personal or public as you want it to be . yyaaa feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeellll meee ???

but yeaa , for now this qoin' be my new thinq until i move on to the next fetishh (;
pls iqnoreee all the lame stuff below this post . cus now this is the real misslegz@blogspot.com ;
not a qradee lol . enjoyyy =)

the-Dream & Christina Milian -- enqaqeedddd !

Finally Confirmed : the-DREAM & CHRISTINA MILIAN ARE ENGAGEDDD !

Well it’s official. All the Dream/Christina Milian enqaqement speculations for the last 3 months have finally rung true. The Dream and his Mili-Blonde have confirmed they are indeed engaged and are qettin married . Even though they denied it semi-recently. Even when she was rockinq a rinq in Hawaii . The Dream confirmed he’s changing Chris’ name to Mrs. Nash. Which means Ms. Milian will become not only a new wife, but a new step-mom to his twin boys and little girl. Christina was previously dating producer Dre for several years and The Dream recently divorced singer Nivea.

next yearrrr ? Sen10rs in dissss bihhh ! jerkkksss !

nextttt year i will be a seniorrrrrr !!!!!!!!!! wooooohhhhh ! i havent waitin sooooooooo lonq for this time to come ; and now its finally hereeee !! next year , i will be qettin ready for qoin to colleqe .i want to qet the academic medallion scholarship . it covers 100% of your tuition !! i have to qet itt , no doubt about it . & im qon qet it trust . you have to qet a 1270 on the sat ( without the writinq ) . i took the sat & i qot a 1510 ( w. the writinq ) ; without it i think i qot 1010 . but obviously thats not qood enouqhh , its still a qood score but not enouqh . all i need to is raise my math score & im qon qet that scholarship . ive been takin doin some math prep & it has really helped alot soo im ready . =)

i meet all the other criteria for the gpa & service hours ; i qot this . T R U S T .

summerrr ?

this summerrrr ?

okayyy , well this summer im qoin home to the nyc to spend time with my dad . & chillin wit all my cousins & old friends from brooklyn .

then when i qet back i plan to work , do some of my early summer classes , and train for the 09' 10 track season . but i look forward to just hanqin out with my friends and qettin thinqs done for colleqe .

i miss my senior . =/

durinq the track season , i met this boy named david . aka dj . he was mad cool , & real funny . & he was always there for me to talk to about my problems or to always make me lauqh . he was reall laid back & jst kept it real lol . i loved hanqin' out with him between the meets & practices & at school . And i remember how he always used to say " im qon make you my wife one day erika. i dont qive a damn bout yo boyfriend! " lmaoo ; and then i would always say "shutup dj , you aint qon do nothin . nd he wouldn't let you either ." & then we would lauqhhh till our stomachs hurt ... =]

& now im really mad that he's qraduated . i cant believe he left , but its okay cus even tho he's qoin off to colleqe we both promised each other that were qon stay in touch . I LOVE MY DAVIDDDD ! I MISSS YOUUUU ! <3333>

Where , oh , Where ?

if i could visit one place in the world , it would be Croatia .

oh my qosh , i think this place is qorqeous .

i seen it one day on tv & ever since i am determined that i will qo one day .

its soo nice , the beaches are so clean & pretty , the waters are so clear , & therre is plenty of history & niqhtlife all over the town . its the best of both worlds . plus , you can choose to visit a very private part of croatia where everyone stays to themselves or you can qo to the town where everyone is very family like & warming .